Apologies for any TMI and thank you for those who are listening
Golly this year is already throwing medical bills and more unexplained symptoms at me!! The last two weeks I’ve topped up my B12, had an iron infusion, three blood tests and had an endoscopy done. I have to say I am proud of myself considering I have a complete fear of needles (mainly because of the extra pain I get from it and difficult veins) though I did go into shock for the first time, so that was interesting and scary. But my goodness I wish life would just give me a break!! I’m now thinking I need an iv for hydration as I am so run down, getting everyday migraines, and all my skin problems are arising again. This is all because of bloody diarrhea I’ve had since christmas and no one can give me answers. I can barely get out of bed and haven’t left the house all month apart from doctors appointments. I don’t know how much more I can take, i feel like life wants to see how far it can take me before i give up. My partner is helping me mentally but physically it’s so hard to feel like this 24/7. So much pain. Codeine isnt helping anymore for the overwhelming body pain and migraines, and my stash of endone is depleting. I hope I get answers soon. Wish me luck and who knows, maybe this time itll be something curable.
I hope you’re all having a much better year so far x