I found out today that one of my closests friends told my other friend that she didn’t think I was doing enough to get better. ( she already knows this fibro can’t be fixed)
I was also told that she was upset that I had turned her down to go out to eat with her a couple of times . ( I was in too much pain both times) she had told me, “oh no, don’t worry about it” " I understand." she also said some other things too but my other friend didn’t want to tell me after I reacted so badly to things already said.
I met her when she was 13 and I was 28. I put her under my wing and helped her through a lot of things in her life. She has always been like a daughter to me. I am the Godmother of her children.
She has been there to help me out,here me out, Here me cry and was there for me.Never once did I think I would here that she felt like this.
It is hurting me to my core on this one. I feel betrayed.
I want to give her the letter " MY STORY CRONIC PAIN - BY ANONYMOUS"
I just can’t believe after everything I’ve explained and explained why, that this is what she thinks.
I push myself every single day so this thing won’t beat me. I can’t do anymore than what I’m doing. It takes all I’ve got.
I would normally right off a friend that refuses to understand and talks crap behind my back, but there’s a problem… I’m her kids Godmother and I love them dearly. If she’s out so are they.
Anybody have some advice?? I don’t know, I am really upset and have to do something one way or another. I can’t afford to have people like this in my life. It doesn’t seem like much but it tells me a lot . I’ll wait for any advice I can get.
Thank you : ) fibroerr