How do people do this?
Having a relationship, living with my partner, trying to work as much as i possibly can without collapsing, Friendships, and everything else that is going on. All i want and need is a little bit of time to try and figure out how to cope with this condition. Work makes me feel like i just have a cold being told to 'man up' on a regular basis is killing me slowly. Finding the energy just to have a shower is getting too much! All i want is to be able to deal with the fact I'm stuck i can never go bike riding again i can never go horse riding again just swimming causes me extreme agony, I can't even walk far without shooting pain going through my body and not being able to move the next day. I feel like no one takes me seriously all i want to do is block out the entire world live under a rock and never feel like i am lying about the pain i am in! It is like everyone is now bored of hearing about it and think i am just 'putting it on'. I have a sit down job just answering calls but even that feels so difficult. I just don't know how to be strong anymore, I don't know how to keep going. My life is drifting away before my eyes, I feel like i am in hell and can't do anything about it. I just want to shut off!! Doctors are no hope!! I can't get out of bed on my own almost everyday because the pain is shooting all through out my body! I don't know how much long i can do this anymore! HELP?